Monday, November 28, 2005
Gunwitch's Sexual State & Escorts:
Most people wouldn't be comfortable discussing the following, but I've already said in the blog that I'm going to be open. I've also been saying that I've been doing my best to live my life with the "I don't give a fuck" attitude, so I might as well really use this blog to examine my thoughts. Gunwitch is a guru in the seduction community that believes that you should go out sarging in a sexual state. He says that you should refrain from masturbating so that you build this sexual states. Others disagree with this and believe that you should masturbate so that you are less nervous when talking to women.
If I hadn't gone on this trip, I would never have been able to test Gunwitch's theory. As I've said in prior blogs, I love beating off and probably do it at least 5 times a day. I beat off several times on Monday, but on Tuesday I didn't masturbate at all. After I picked up Sidegames I really had no time to pleasure myself so I ended up here in Hawaii without any strokes. By Thursday, I decided this would be a good opportunity to test this sexual state stuff since I hadn't masturbated since Monday. BTW, the longest I've ever gone was about 5 days (this is in the past 15 years or so.
Sidegames's Thanksgiving Fun:
On Thursday, Sidegames called up an escort. He met up with her in Haiku. When she dropped him off, I got to see her face. She was blonde, which I have to admit is always a plus for me, and she was pretty. I didn't get a good look at her body, but my sexual state was high so I found her attractive enough. As I hadn't relieved myself in 3 days at this point, I asked him to give me a detailed account of his encouter. The escort picked him up and drove him up some dirt roads to this tiny apartment where she does incalls. She told him to undress. Escorts are known to ask you to undress first because they believe this prevents them from getting arrested. The believe that cops won't undress first so if you undress for her, she believes that you really are a legitimate client. I guess most cities don't do what I saw on one episode of Cops. I believe it was on that show that I saw a sting operation for busting escorts. The cop would get the escort to come to the hotel room. He'd then undress completely and when she finally agreed to the deal after seeing him naked, the cops would bust in and arrest her.
Sidegames undressed and took a shower. When he came out, she was already naked. She told him to lie down on this table or bed and she began to give him a massage. Then she turned him over, and put on a condom. She then blew him briefly and then rode him. One he came, they stopped. At this point I asked if the $200 was for an hour or if it was only for one ejaculation. He says he didn't know because he didn't want to have sex any more after his orgasm. Later, they got dressed and he asked her if she could hook him up with some weed. They drove to one of her friend's houses and he bought a bag of weed.
Pondering temptation:
I have to admit that writing the above gets me excited. I don't think I've had sex since around August. That was some quick sex with my exgirlfriend and it wasn't even that good. Thursday night, though, I spent most of the night thinking about calling up the escort. I figured that since she'd already seen me, and she had partied with Sidegames and got him some weed, I'd be in a good position to negotiate with her. What I mean is that it's hard to negotiate what you want whne you're not doing it at a legal brothel. You can't be as blunt because the woman fears you're a cop. I figure that the above proves that I'm just a tourist from Chicago and not Five-o, so I should be able to get what I want.
I don't like having sex with escorts for several reasons. These aren't the traditional moral reasons that most people have for disapproving of prostitution. My first reason goes along with this new seduction thinking. I feel that giving money to escorts is a form of supplication. It's only slightly better then spending money on expensive dinners and gifts for a woman with whom you haven't had sex with, but are hoping to get sex from by your spending. I know that if I improve my game to a high level, I'll be able to get as much sex as I want without spending much money. Another reason that I don't like prostitutes is that you have to use condoms. I'd have to say that unprotected sex feels tons better than safe sex. When I use a condom, I can last a very long time. As I'd use condoms with girls from clubs, this really isn't a strong reason for me right now to avoid escorts. This brings me to another point: I don't like paying for one orgasm. I get my buffet mentality and feel like I should hold off as long as possible so I can get my money's worth. In Nevada, I even beat off in the shower in the brothel so I wouldn't cum as quickly. I think this ruins the experience.
I figure that since I have an "in" with Sidegames's escort, I can tell her that I want to pay for a full hour. Even better, I could pay for 1.5 or 2 hours of fun. I'd want to be able to ejaculate as many times as I was able to in that time period. I think that would be a great experience and worth my money. Honestly, I have yet to experience this in my life. My exgirlfriend would always complain that it hurt after awhile, so I'd have to stop. I've always wanted to be able to have sex several times in succession but my ex never allowed that.
My sexual state experiment ended on Sunday. No, I didn't get the escort, but I keep thinking about doing it. I may yet do that. After Saturday, I figured I deserved a reward (I'll detail the Friday and Saturday night sarges in my next entry). Sidegames went out for a swim and I whipped out my laptop and my "1 Lucky Fuck" porno and stroked it. Later, I beat off two more times when he went out for another swim. Those three times still haven't relieved me of my sexual desire. I still think about the fun I can have with the escort and maybe that'll help me in my game.
Most people wouldn't be comfortable discussing the following, but I've already said in the blog that I'm going to be open. I've also been saying that I've been doing my best to live my life with the "I don't give a fuck" attitude, so I might as well really use this blog to examine my thoughts. Gunwitch is a guru in the seduction community that believes that you should go out sarging in a sexual state. He says that you should refrain from masturbating so that you build this sexual states. Others disagree with this and believe that you should masturbate so that you are less nervous when talking to women.
If I hadn't gone on this trip, I would never have been able to test Gunwitch's theory. As I've said in prior blogs, I love beating off and probably do it at least 5 times a day. I beat off several times on Monday, but on Tuesday I didn't masturbate at all. After I picked up Sidegames I really had no time to pleasure myself so I ended up here in Hawaii without any strokes. By Thursday, I decided this would be a good opportunity to test this sexual state stuff since I hadn't masturbated since Monday. BTW, the longest I've ever gone was about 5 days (this is in the past 15 years or so.
Sidegames's Thanksgiving Fun:
On Thursday, Sidegames called up an escort. He met up with her in Haiku. When she dropped him off, I got to see her face. She was blonde, which I have to admit is always a plus for me, and she was pretty. I didn't get a good look at her body, but my sexual state was high so I found her attractive enough. As I hadn't relieved myself in 3 days at this point, I asked him to give me a detailed account of his encouter. The escort picked him up and drove him up some dirt roads to this tiny apartment where she does incalls. She told him to undress. Escorts are known to ask you to undress first because they believe this prevents them from getting arrested. The believe that cops won't undress first so if you undress for her, she believes that you really are a legitimate client. I guess most cities don't do what I saw on one episode of Cops. I believe it was on that show that I saw a sting operation for busting escorts. The cop would get the escort to come to the hotel room. He'd then undress completely and when she finally agreed to the deal after seeing him naked, the cops would bust in and arrest her.
Sidegames undressed and took a shower. When he came out, she was already naked. She told him to lie down on this table or bed and she began to give him a massage. Then she turned him over, and put on a condom. She then blew him briefly and then rode him. One he came, they stopped. At this point I asked if the $200 was for an hour or if it was only for one ejaculation. He says he didn't know because he didn't want to have sex any more after his orgasm. Later, they got dressed and he asked her if she could hook him up with some weed. They drove to one of her friend's houses and he bought a bag of weed.
Pondering temptation:
I have to admit that writing the above gets me excited. I don't think I've had sex since around August. That was some quick sex with my exgirlfriend and it wasn't even that good. Thursday night, though, I spent most of the night thinking about calling up the escort. I figured that since she'd already seen me, and she had partied with Sidegames and got him some weed, I'd be in a good position to negotiate with her. What I mean is that it's hard to negotiate what you want whne you're not doing it at a legal brothel. You can't be as blunt because the woman fears you're a cop. I figure that the above proves that I'm just a tourist from Chicago and not Five-o, so I should be able to get what I want.
I don't like having sex with escorts for several reasons. These aren't the traditional moral reasons that most people have for disapproving of prostitution. My first reason goes along with this new seduction thinking. I feel that giving money to escorts is a form of supplication. It's only slightly better then spending money on expensive dinners and gifts for a woman with whom you haven't had sex with, but are hoping to get sex from by your spending. I know that if I improve my game to a high level, I'll be able to get as much sex as I want without spending much money. Another reason that I don't like prostitutes is that you have to use condoms. I'd have to say that unprotected sex feels tons better than safe sex. When I use a condom, I can last a very long time. As I'd use condoms with girls from clubs, this really isn't a strong reason for me right now to avoid escorts. This brings me to another point: I don't like paying for one orgasm. I get my buffet mentality and feel like I should hold off as long as possible so I can get my money's worth. In Nevada, I even beat off in the shower in the brothel so I wouldn't cum as quickly. I think this ruins the experience.
I figure that since I have an "in" with Sidegames's escort, I can tell her that I want to pay for a full hour. Even better, I could pay for 1.5 or 2 hours of fun. I'd want to be able to ejaculate as many times as I was able to in that time period. I think that would be a great experience and worth my money. Honestly, I have yet to experience this in my life. My exgirlfriend would always complain that it hurt after awhile, so I'd have to stop. I've always wanted to be able to have sex several times in succession but my ex never allowed that.
My sexual state experiment ended on Sunday. No, I didn't get the escort, but I keep thinking about doing it. I may yet do that. After Saturday, I figured I deserved a reward (I'll detail the Friday and Saturday night sarges in my next entry). Sidegames went out for a swim and I whipped out my laptop and my "1 Lucky Fuck" porno and stroked it. Later, I beat off two more times when he went out for another swim. Those three times still haven't relieved me of my sexual desire. I still think about the fun I can have with the escort and maybe that'll help me in my game.
