Saturday, January 14, 2006
Now that I'm leaving for AMS in 5 hours, I'm contemplating what I'm going to do for 2 days. I know I'll see the museums and stuff in the daytime. I hesitate posting this here, but I guess I might as well be honest in this blog. The 50 Euro prostitutes sound very appealing right now considering I haven't had sex since August. I know my game is getting better every time I go out sarging but I still feel like I'm months away from getting lays out of bar pickups. My game will probably get better if I relieve some sexual tension when I'm out there. For the price of one escort here, I can get 6 lays over there. Sidegames is probably right that I should get it out of my system while I'm out there.
Thoughts on Trees:
I've never smoked weed in my entire life. I've always wondered if I'd smoke trees in AMS. Now, I'm going to find out. My thoughts right now are that I pretty sure I'm not going to start smoking it. The fact that it's legal there doesn't make a difference to me. If I wanted to smoke it, I'd probably smoke it here. I really want to get my running going and I know smoking weed is going to prevent me from doing that. Also, if I start smoking weed, I'm afraid I'll like it too much and I'll end up smoking it all the time.
I am curious what it feels to be "high" on trees. I always say that I believe that marijuana isn't that bad of a drug. I think alcohol is worse for many reasons, yet I drink at the bars. Again, I've avoided smoking weed not because it's illegal, but because I'm afraid it'll lead me down the wrong path, and I don't want to smoke anything. It's bad enough that I have to breathe in the second hand smoke at bars. I never smoked cigarettes and I don't want to smoke trees.
I'm strongly considering EATING trees. I hear they sell marijuana cakes and brownies at these coffee shops. I'm starting to believe that this would be a good comprimise for me. I can try this drug that I don't believe is that bad and I can avoid smoking it. When I come back, I'm not all of a sudden going to start smoking trees. I might eat trees here, but I've never been presented with an opportunity to do that here so I don't think I'll be doing it that frequently.
Sex Clubs:
I was reading a review of this place called "Showboat" near Amsterdam. It's a sex club. I'll really show how weird I am here by saying that part of me really wants to go there. I think I'd enjoy watching people have sex though I'm not sure if I'd participate. From the review, single guys are welcome but pay 40 euro. On Thursdays, and I believe Sundays, the club pays these women to service all the single guys. The reviewer said the hired women are nasty looking women in their 50's. He says that you might get lucky and get to participate with couples or women that go there, but you have to be good looking to get to bang any hot girls.
On this trip, I'm probably not going to go there. I'm not sure I'm ready for all that even though part of me wants to go there. I think I'd be more tempted to go there if I were in great physical shape like I used to be because I'd have a better chance of actually having sex with attractive women. Still, I guess it would be cool to watch the few attractive people having sex in front of everyone.
Going to a sex club as a couple:
From the guy's report, there are plety of people at the clubs that do that. He relates one story of a guy who's supervising his wife/girlfriend getting gangbanged. Another guy let like 4 other guys screw his wife. I'm wondering if I'd go with a girl there if I ever meant any woman wild enough to be into that. I'm not sure. I'd definately go with a woman to check it out and maybe have sex with each other at the club. I'm not sure if I'd be ready to be with a woman who wanted to get gangbanged or who even just wanted to do a few other guys.
I guess the question is how adventurous (or weird is most people's eyes) am I really? It'll be awhile before I really find out how far I'll push my limits.